January 5th, 2014

Posted by: ZeBek

Here are my favorite hashtags of last year, and words that have affected me since I was born.
I know they are relevant right now because I have pissed people the fuck off with these topics, some of whom are my best friends.
I will spend all year continuing to do my research on these topics and fighting with friends and strangers until we at least agree to disagree and always end it with a handshake or hug (just like in jiu-jitsu).

Main topics





The best advice I’ve gathered for you, is, when a woman, especially a woman of color is speaking, or has something to say, YOU LISTEN. You shut your big mouth, and you open your ears, brain, and heart.

It’s my turn to speak. Let me have the mic, and hear me out.
Other topics




Human Love & The First American Woman in Space

June 28th, 2013

Posted by: ZeBek


I asked Sally Ride‘s sister a question about the LGBTQ community a week before California made me proud again-

Here’s the full video

Screen Shot 2013-06-28 at 11.15.18 PM

Screen Shot 2013-06-28 at 11.15.44 PM

The Things You Can Learn When You Leave Your House

December 21st, 2012

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage

The Maya Calendar and the True Meaning of 2012
The Maya Calendar and the True Meaning of 2012
Los Angeles County Museum of Art
Bruce Love, Ph.D.

Learning how to count.
Los Angeles County Museum of Art

Dec. 21, 2012 =

Dec. 21, 2012 =
Los Angeles County Museum of Art

We are reaching the end of a cycle of 13 bak’tuns and the beginning of the next cycle of 13 bak’tuns in a calendar that fell out of use 800 years ago.
We are reaching the end of a cycle of 13 bak'tuns and the beginning of the next cycle of 13 bak'tuns in a calendar that fell out of use 800 years ago.
Los Angeles County Museum of Art

The Maya People still exist. I’ll show you photos after I return from my trip. I’m leaving for El Salvador on Monday.

That is all.

Panda-Panda is still alive! 12-21-12

Period Products Post, Oh and a Video I Made

December 8th, 2012

The truth is, I really enjoy my period times. I like knowing I’m for sure not pregnant. I like how horny I get, I like how my boobs look and feel, and it’s the only time I feel emotional- about everything.

So y’all know I use the the DivaCup and I love it, I also use the DivaWash and LOVE that. I use the DivaWash for my DivaCup, sometimes for my face and body , and also for my labia minora and majora.

(Taken from DivaCup.com)- The wash is,

  • Naturally pH balanced.
  • Gentle, fragrance-free formula makes it ideal for sensitive skin.
  • Concentrated formula that helps to reduce our eco-footprint.
  • Made of 100% plant-based ingredients.
  • Manufactured with no animal testing or animal ingredients.
  • Safe for your body with no added parabens, sulfates or petrochemicals.

I use the DivaWash for my DivaCup, sometimes my face and body , and also my  labia minora and majora.

The DivaCup comes with this simple bag,
The baggy that comes with the DivaCup.

so I’m glad that the homegirl C.Ann made this awesome new home for my cup.
Thank you C.Ann for being so talented, and for making this awesome home for my DivaCup. <3 Merci! xx

Here’s what my period looks like- (For best results watch in HD.)

The pretty girl after the puss and blood is Cami. :)

(Screen shot) Instagram photos I took of Cami on Melrose.

(Screen shot) Instagram photo I took of Cami on Melrose.

(Screen shot) Instagram photo I took of Cami in Hollywood.

And here’s what my period really feels like-

Yay for birth control pills!

Smell ya labia,
My PMS face. Photo on 12-4-12 at 8.53 PM

Welcome to the end of 2012, ZeBek! I just taught myself how to make an animated gif in photoshop.

December 4th, 2012

So simple, yet every asshole I know that could have taught me, didn’t.

Fuck all you hos.
Let the gif partay begin.

ZeBek’s PMS face.

Music and videos- watch.

November 18th, 2012

Inspired by The Kat Box and Gothic Cholo.

Dope videos-

Obama 2012

November 13th, 2012

Here’s a photo of everyone I love. If you didn’t make the list, it’s probably because you don’t care, so fuck you.Obama looking tough, and wearing pink. Yay for boobies!

Kate Darling
Kate Darling. I Voted.

Danielle Tarasiuk
Danielle Tarasiuk. I Voted.

Anthony Giarrusso
Anthony, at work. I Voted.

Toni Kitane
Toni. I Voted.

Me. I Voted.

Paul Zies
Paul Zies. I Voted.

Seth. I Voted.

Juan Cuba
Juan Cuba- I Voted

Tiana- I Voted

Arlo Ramz
aRLO Ramz. I Voted.

Caro & Arlo Ramz
(Caro & aRLO) Ramirez Sisters- I Voted.

Armen Joseph
Armen. I Voted.

Paul Thurwachter
Paul Thurwachter. I Voted.

Beanet & Bebe
Beanet. I Voted, with her bebe girl.


Jeff Wong
Jeff Wong. I Voted.

Sal. I Voted.

Crystal Ann
Crystal Ann. I Voted.

My mama! :)
My Mama! <3 I Voted.

My polling place

Me, see
Me, after I finished voting. :)

Mumzies, voting. :) (I always go with my mums to vote.)
My mama, voting!

Yay for Obama!
Nay and shame on everyone who voted against-
California Proposition 37, Mandatory Labeling of Genetically Engineered Food (2012)
& for
Measure B.
Thanks for making my job more complicated. We will still be shooting unprotected sex, (outside of LA) so booya.
Chained garbage. Downtown LA. The dog. The moon.

Me shooting Adam Rindy, shooting Chayse Evans, who’s used to getting shot, with loads of cum.
me shooting adam rindy shooting chayse evans whos used to getting shot. with loads of cum.
Use a condom in your personal life, and leave the professional unprotected (regularly checked) sex up to the porn world.
Don’t have babies.


I Love the Internets

November 13th, 2012

Every time I hear this song, I imagine that my pops dedicated it to my mums. Momma was a cougar. cougarfe

Me, today, working on Bizzart’s video. It’ll probably take me weeks to finish it, just ’cause I’ms slow.

Editing with my $2 Virgin Airlines headphones.


Ittekimasu! Itterasshai!

November 13th, 2012

The Best Stories

November 11th, 2012

are usually secrets.

I started editing a video together for Bizzart, and like some Mercury Retrograde mishap, that shit got lost.
I like Bizzart, because I like weird humans, places and things.

I’m starting anew. While prepping to get back on FCP for hours, I’m playing/watching vids in the background.

Me now, on the telebee I’m playing and pausing this movie-

and watching/listening to these songs-